Read the papers?

Hey all! how have life been treating u? Have u guys read the papers recently??
ever since that day i saw the story on that poor jc boy killing himself over the size of his genitals i was shocked. Y are kids doing these things manz.. then the next day or something i see that a taxi driver got hiv shocked and died... then today i saw that a lady allowed help a guy rape her kids! omg.. all this news is like... WTF leh..
what is going on with singapore nowadays?? other then the election, with all the stuff about the workers partie and all.. i saw them on the news just now.. the ppl cant talk .. they are like ntu students doing rally.. omg.. i really feel that pap seem to have more substance. But then again who am i to judge i am just a guy that know nuts .. lolz..
nowadays the things that is coming out in the news just amazes me.. sex sells i know.. but the tragic stories coming out just got me wondering what is the point of us being so educated, with so many ppl chasing after paper qualifications and at the end of the day, everyone is jumping or dying because of small dicks and lousy moral values?
I thought we had moral education in primary school and that most ppl in singapore are educated till at least primary 6 by now??
weird things are going on manz... just yesterday i saw this very very young boy he look like me in primary 3 and smoking a ciggie.. when i looked at him he looked at me like super sialan face.. wha.. .. then me and my darling along with her sister were all shocked at how young the boy looked.. what i tell u.. if that kid is my brother i would have killed him there and there. throw him over the overhead bridge or something.
Oh well.. i think i just handle my own life first and make sure that i am feeling alright with my dick size and to i am very sure i dun have hiv, next thing is to make sure that no one gets raped ard me.... hmmm.... okie muas u are big.. u have big genitals dun worry ... lolz....
anyways exams are gonna be over soon.. manz.. i cant wait to go back to school and start studying again.. lolz... right.. even i dun believe myself.... hahhaha...

Today i had crab, soon hock(fish), prawns, vege with mushrooms and caipo tofu for dinner.. manz was it sumptous or what.. too bad i got no photos manz..
After losing weight initially during IA, i think i put on weight again cos my stomach is jugging out again... hahha.. okie i think i should seriously consider going to the gym again.. or maybe even running for that matter.. something that i have be procrastinating for years!! yes u heard me right years! lolz.. today my aunt who came over to visit me said that i have gotta so big sized that i am starting to get as big as my brother in law lolz...

For those that are wondering , My life with my darling is wonderful and could never have been better, i am loving this gal and she is making me so happy.. lolz... LOVE U lOTS darling! lolz...

i should put more pictures.. hmm.. should get the photobucket soon... lolz... for now.. imagine k. hahha...

manz

wohooo i had a great bday ... i went to AnE for my bday cos of a badly sprained neck. haiz... spent hundred odd dollars for that. But i enjoyed myself with my gf with a nice cake and lots of wonderful gifts. Abit the expensive but still i love it lolz.. then again who dun like expensive gifts??
Everyone of my close buddies are having exams... i wish u all the best !! lolz... next sem its back to studying which i am looking forward to. Cant really blog with pictures of my bday right now cos i dun have photobucket. Find it very redundant to create a new acc to load the same pics as my girl. lolz....
Anyways i thought its been a long time since i last blogged so i decided to write some nonsense in this entry. dun really feel like slping.. wanted to watch my darling slp ... i think its very nice to watch someone u love slp. Then again it does make me slpy... lolz.....
IA is fine.. i am doing flash with actionscript again and again. the troublesome part is porting it over to visual studio to work on.. the library is really hard to comprehend. i hope that i can jsut find a book to make me understand the language cos the msdn library is just too huge. Maybe programming is just not my cup of tea. But then i like the thought of being a cool programmer writing cool softwares .. but then again laziness got me and i am procrastinating again.. muhahahah.....
My neck is still stiff and my health dun seem to be doing very well.. i guess i really should go back and excercise... okie will do that next sem .. lolz....

Tata for now.. will update u all on my bday and life soon....
good luck for exams!

About time

Yes it is about time for many things... its about time to blog. My bday is coming and i totally do not wanna do anything. Ppl dun understand y i dun wanna do anything. The best bday is to slack and do nothing and hide for a day. I heard that engineers are boring ppl.. but then again who is to judge?? or is it true that it takes a boring person to know a boring person?? lolz...
Then again i feel that i do wanna be an engineer and a good one at that. So i might as well be good damn boring.. muhahaha. But hor with my madness and insanity, its abit hard i think. Okie i do the most stupid things.
OMG i am growing older... duh right.. haha but i am... that day i was out with my family and my mum met an old neighbour of ours. She did not remember the kids and thought that i was the older one. She was kind enuf to say that my other two siblings look like kids and that i looked mature. LOLz... that was like.. wah! my sister is like 30 can.. and i am like haiz.... that means that i am looking more mature then 30 years old. Imagine that. .. That also means that if i were to go out with my darling i would be like going out with a super young girl. Imagine that!!
I always thought that ppl were looking at my girl cos she look super good.. turns out there is this propability that they are looking at her cos they feel that she is too young for me and that i was a perv!!!! OH NO!
hmmm.. wat do i want for my bday?? NOTHING! usually i would have this wish list that i would pass to my family to decide what they wanna splurge on. But this year to my very own surprise, i am wishlistless. lolz... i have totally no idea what i want for my bday.
Maybe cos i really have no needs or wants. U know how long has it been since i last bought myself a shirt?? its like i keep wearing the same clothes cos i was thinking that one day there could be this remote possiblity that i would slim down and wear my old clothes.
but years has passed and i realised that hey i am only getting bigger. Haiz..... I will try... which got me thinking maybe i should get my family to get me a slimming package from some slimming centre and get my six pacx.... lolz!
Its about time to slim down. i know i said this many times but its really bugging me. hahhaa.
U know i am still clueless.. what do i want for my bday... hmm.. i guess i would just pray for good results and a nice job lolz... that is the things bugging me at this present moment... nothing else matters... hee.
anyways IA is fun but the ppl there are dying of stress. and i am doing programming actionscript, .net framework, visual c++ and many other stuff. I look lobo but working hard.. never fails to amaze me how when i solve one bug another one comes along... thats life aint it.. lolz.. damn i just realised... i am boring.. muhahaha.. boring muas. what to do i am gonna be an engineer.! lolz.
Alrighty then.. for ppl with bad eyesight and cant read properly, pls go get specs... lolz this font is normal size muhahaha.

did it ever occur to u?

Here i go again... sitting here nursing a very bad stiff neck.. as i stared at the lcd it suddenly striked me.... omg time really does fly. ITs 07042006 now can?? its like yesterday i just started my ia or yesterday i just found the girl of my dreams. Damn manz.. time really just slips by doesnt it?
A week flies past me like no bodies business.. b4 i know it i could be 40 and blogging lolz.. okie that is a very funny thought.
did it ever occur to u that because u are so preoccupied with what u wanna to and thinks u wanna get that u never sit back and smell the roses? then one day u suddenly get jocked back to reality especially times like these. My friends are all graduating soon and its like hello world good bye good slacking life. I never expected that i would admit this but everything my elder sis and dad has been grumbling about is true. For all u clueless ppl all there, pls freaking study when u can cos seriously working is very very routine.
imagine waking up every morning get dressed go to work.. get off work, have dinner slack abit then go and slp cos tomorrow u have to wake up early. then wake up again the next day go and work and repeat the cycle. meet some friends once in a while... play so pool, chill at a bar, ktv, gaming and other stuff in the weekends. Let's not forget spending time with family... then the week is over! just like that poof!!
it seems 24 hrs is really not enuf.. but then again could be because of bad time management? or the fact that there is just no satisfaction ?? But what kind of satisfaction is ever good enuf? me being greedy... hmmm.... oh wel... i guess i will be wise enuf one day when i am about to die and finally realise the reason for my great existence.. muhahhaha.
did it ever occur to u that Muasism rules?? cos Muas is the manz!!!

been a long time long time

Its been like 4 days since my last blog... well i did practically nothing recently. Life has been great for me at least. recently i have started tuition for my younger sister in my desperate bid to help her for o levels. truth is i realised that she knew most of the things but just doesnt commit to memory and just dun read the questions. So all i can do is to bring out the main points and all the generic questions that would usually come out. oh well... fingers crossed i hope i am helping lolz...
Anyways my beloved darling bought me a crumpler bag!! and a Watch!!! omg... i loooveeed the presents... thank you very much darling! ur the best! i was so heart pain that she spent all that money that i have decided to treat her better with all the loving i can give... haha.. anyway i told her b4 that i was ho love de wor.. muahhaha... i am so touched last night i told u... tear jerking...
talking about tear jerking hor.. cheaper by the dozen 2 was also very very tear jerking.. darling was so amazed that my eyes got watery lolz... she decided to look at me to see if a tear dropped out but much to her disappointment.. me being the man... held back my tear like i always do... muhahahha......
Love u lots for what u have done darling!! MUAKS!

Happy days

The past few days was happy days... i did lots of stuff.. april fool was fun playing a fool with my best bro richie lolz... and in the spirit of april's fool, my bro took it like a man. lolz.... i took my girl to changi airport in the middle of the night to celebrate our anniversary... then brought her to viewing mall to look at planes... damn.. i wanna go onto the plane can... but due to short of funds and lots of other complicated stuff.. travelling is out of question. I realised as i grow older by the year i get more and more boring.. but i caught these wonderful show inside man with my dearie. it was a great show cos of the way it was written.. but the indian song was a major turnoff.. no offence but watching a hollywood show with indian song is like.. haiz... that is the reason why i never watched vanity fair in the first place.
Anyways yesterday was a shocker... imagine i was working and wondering how my darling is doing.. then suddenly i got a call and my darling was crying... kaoz.. scare the shitz out of me can.
Afterwhich i rushed down to bring her to the doctor's as they close at 12pm...after that i tucked her in and sneaked out of the room. apparently as i 'sneaked' out of the room i banged the door too hard and she woke up.. but still i went back to work...
Recently i am super slpy manz... dunnoe what has gotten into me, no energy at all... lots all the vigour i used to have ... used to be able to last for days without slp but now i am like slpy at 12 plus can. Yesterday i was like so sply at 9 pm.. and i am snoring like freaking one of those tekong wild boars. damn!! my poor darling had to wear earplugs to slp can.. damn..i got to sort this snoring problem out. I was reluctant to slp earlier then her for fear that she couldnt slp and true enuf she has slping problems... her bio clock is screwed again.. i think i must spend one whole day to help her clock... oh well..
recently i got her this new tagboard that looks so nice... i think i should get one for myself too... hmmmm..... anyways just for u guys to know, i am happy and never happier b4 ... i think this girl is just fine fine fine.. lolz... yes its one more of those mushy entries... where i declare my unwavering love for that special someone. Love u darling... ;)