Me Me Me Syptom

yes i know its been donkey years since i last updated my blog... cos i am madly in love.... lolz...
Yes life has been great for me.. other then the fact that i am unusually hungry right now ... nothing is wrong with my wonderful life.. i love everything about my life right now.. after my ia report is done i can go finally rest for a while... ia life is tough.. working is tough i guess... lolz...

Anyways about the me me me syptom.. it is a very common thing in human beings.. i believe that human beings are born to be selfish.. the chinese saying ren bu wei zhi tian zhu di something lolz... anyways recently i was reading some random blog and i realised the blogger was using a lot of I, me myself and it suddenly struck me ... the me syptom is in everyone.

okie i think i am not making alot of sense here. but pls tahan abit k....

the me syptom is when one person keeps thinking about themselves and not about other ppl. yes u may argue that who the hell places others b4 self? but this me person is very special.. they are more extreme then the rest of us. They have this wonderful ability to blame every single freaking shit that is happening ard them on other ppl.. the major thing being the fault is never theirs. better still every single thing that dun go their way just irritates them.. every single thing that dun happen the way they want is just wrong. This unique characteristic exist in all of us just to what extent.

I know alot of ppl that have an extensive amount of this characteristic. i would like to say that they think that the world revolves ard them and every single freaking shit they do is right. Best part of these all is that this particular individual dun even know they behave this way and will say they do not when questioned. the common term for this disease is self centered... or depending on ur definition. to me i think its a matter of thinking....

an example u say hmmm.... lets see... like this guy he is supposed to prepare for his exams but he needs help from his friend. When his friend is unable to help and to make things worse, the guy fails his exams. the guy blames his friend. .... okie this is a very cock example but its something along that line.. the main point being the guy did not realise its cos of his last min work and terrible planning but he is blaming everything else except himself for not working freaking hard enuf.

the problem is basically cos the me person just simply cant think.. yes i am not in a superb mood to bull u .. i feel ppl like that are simply retarded. they have no right to stay on this earth.. but me being the nice and diplomatic guy will never tell them that in their faces. these ppl are leeches.. they are decaying the society.. they make singapore a bad place to stay in.

the thought of this kind of ppl just gets me all angry .. i dun know but i think they exist to make ppl realised how wonderful the ppl ard them are. and i am grateful my friends and loved ones are not me ppl.

there is a problem with these ppl cos their thinking is simply wrong.. why can u think about the real reason? is it cos the real reason scares u? i used to have a friend that was like that.. everything that comes out of his mouth is me myself and i. the beauty of it all is that he does know otherwise and when ppl backstabs him, he doesnt know the reason why. the reason is cos u managed to annoy ppl cos of ur me mentality. these ppl are oblivious of what is going on and who their true friends are. they assume that everyone loves them and that everything is supposed to be good for them..
well pls wake up the world is confirm not a bed of roses.
this world is all about cause and effect. u do this u get this result .. u say that u get that reply. yes ppl all have different mentality and logics still the cause and effects are more or less the same.
So next time b4 u do something blame someone or get angry.. think first.. what is the effect?? is it worth it??

i have so much more to say but i am super hungry.. so i shall try to organise my thought abit more b4 i write nonsense again lolz....

Can romance be cheap?

its not that i was tinking for 4 days about this but cos i really got nothing to write about. Instead of telling u all that i wake up every morning, brush teeth followed by a daily dump and all that crap... i decided to keep my daily routine to myself... hee.
Okie back to the main topic.. well personally when i was in secondary school i learnt that romance can be cheap. A simple action like writing a note saying how much u love a person and hiding it in the person's book or bag is romantic. Or appearing at the person's school out of the blue just to pick the person up. But!!! then i came to realise that these type of actions might just be crap to most girls. So i came to a conclusion that different type of girls have different concept of romance. Thus if by mathematical deduction, the cost of romance may vary from girl to girl. The previous scenerio about the note thing woke on more than half i think... Note that i say i think. Cos i am not a love god or very efficient girl chaser, i can only pen down my two cents worth of thoughts.
For me, romance can really be a good think in life, it make me feel alive and accomplished. A girl is meant to be loved and to be treated well. Last but not least girls are meant to be respected. Respect is very important as i feel my ppl nowadays dun not have this basic quality. I remember hearing some gangster say F**k my father mother lar.. who the f they are to tell me what to do.. i was astounded by that comment.. what in the world i wrong with this guy. Anyways back to the topic.. i realised i keep letting my thought wander off.. and the way i typing like i giving some kid a lecture.. lolz.. manz i am getting naggy.
Then again like i was saying.. respect is important too.. sometimes certain action that u do for a girl out of respect for the opposite sex comes across as something romantic. Like how i like to always help my darling iron her hair once in a while. The very fact that i wish to participate might by chance, if i am lucky come across as something romantic. So that is Free romance right there.
It all boils down to my definition of romance and whether she can catch it. I find that sitting by the beach hugging her and smelling her hair romantic. But for all i know she might find that psychotic and that is bad.. .lolz...
So that stunt i have never tried...
When a girl sees something nice and says she wanna buy it. You stop her and then subsequently buys it for her the next day or better still that very day. Then surprise her with it, that there could be romantic too. But the item must be 30 dollars or below for me.. that is my budget lar..
Which means what is cheap to u??
In most cases i can just say that if the girl really likes u, even walking together on the street holding hand is romantic... like my mum once told me:" aiyah boy if the girl likes u, your life will be very easy one.. dun be stupid." yes this is from one of my lousy encounters. lolz.. but what my mum say is true.. if the girl realy loves u, almost everything thing u do for her is romantic.. DO FOR HER is the main point.
It is nearly impossible to understand a female mentality but it is always possible to read the human body language, tone and facial expression.


So can romance be cheap for me that is a yes!
The next post i will talk about the me me me person. lolz.....

Fire in blogging diminishing?

hmm... how true is that?? actually its cos day in day out i am having fun with my darling and then there is so many ppl coming to singapore all of a sudden and my parents think i am a born entertainer and that i am so impt that i cannot miss a day at home. Arbo i at work... best part is i got no control in any computer lately... i like computerless... anyways give me a computer and i am scared i neglect my little precious. lolz ... Cause i always scare i neglect my precious.. i tend to be paranoid... even though my precious dun know that.. now she will know.
today i was talking to my beloved brother richie... we were just wondering how come we have so many shitz in life... amongst these brother hood of ours.. seems i am having a pretty good life right now though.. lolz... the best part about most the shitz is that they dun come from us.
Seriously if shitz was mine i will clean it up .. but shitz is others ppl's one, what can i do?!...
If u wanna shitz.. i really cant be picking up urs can i?? maybe i can.. or we can.. or many ppl think we can.... yes i understand that one will need a listening ear when in shitz.. but is it possible for one to not be in shitz in the first place?
I understand the theory that there must exist smart ppl for there to be stupid ppl BUT y are there so many smart ppl out there?
Stupid ppl like me are really suffering... cos i lead a simple life trying to pls everybody that comes all ( i dun do brokeback) . Y must ppl do smart things and silly ppl like me have to wonder why in the first place this smart ppl landed themselves in those situations?? if everyone manages to keep things real and simple wont it be better??
but what is real and simple? to me happy happy got food to eat and things to occupy me its simple. but simplicity doesn't come cheap. is that true?
that my friendz is too chiam for me to answer cos i am too stupid.... lolz.. i will think about it and try to see what i can come out with in the next blog...
I haven't gotten my photobucket thinge up yet lolz.. for so long.. who says procrastinating is not in my blood?? lolz...
anyways life have been great for me so far.. i think... as i am too stupid to see the far or future dangers, i have no idea... my dad used to say that i have a mentality of a 15 year old and body of a 40 year old.. lolz.. monsterous eh... hahha.. so i am happy and living a wonderful life.. only abit hectic cos recently i have been running ard to meet family. muhaha... the best time is still to go and meet my darling.. she relaxes me ... :) thank you darling for all ur kind understanding... haha seems abit formal hor.. but hack! this is my blog! i write however mushy things i like.
okie better slp and stop thinking nonsense!... i hope all the smart ppl out there can slp properly and all the stupid ppl like me can slp better! lolz.....

Long time no see.... Sleepless in Singapore

Manz!! its been a long long long time since i last blogged... well basically i got my progress package and spent it all liaoz.. 200 for dental, 100 for my neck, 300 for my family and 100 for my darling. hmmmm... but i both myself 4 new shirts too.. haha.. but my baleno shirts cost me 50 dollars neh.
Tomolo is polling day!! dunnoe what to do lolz..
I havent slp properly for many days liaoz.. sleepless in singapore.. lolz.. having too much fun i guess.. going to work half awake and going off half dead. The flash and all that tiny actionscripting and Visual C++ is killing me. LOLZ .. all the ppl that seem to be working harder then me are all slacking since the start of April and here i am stuck with so much programming and my sup says i have to write documentation for the flash that i have done.. like it can be seen from a book can?? only the interfacing part with the Visual C++ is abit crazy. oh well...
As i haben slept well for so long i am still not bothered to get the photo thingy done.. so its all boring words from my blog.
Now! i went for lots of good food and nice movies with my darling. Things are going so smoothly and i am blissfully in love. Loving somebody has never been so easy. Most girls would start giving u hell and this one i found is just making my day so easy to go by. 24 hrs just dun seem enuf. Anyways these few days its hard to find someone that can just listen music with u and just stone with u and not complain that u are plain boring. I am seriously blessed i guess.
Maybe its finally my turn to enjoy my life. ... hahaha...
Well my brothers' exams all over liaoz.. next week will be all about meeting up with my whole gin gang of brothers and i know that would be great fun and cock! lolz.. cant wait to see all my old buddies and catch up with them.
Well other then richie who is like the only person i am seeing on a weekly basis. hahha. that bugger... i seriously have no idea what he is doing lolz.. he is so smart! i tell u his every action is just so unpredictable and crazy that he makes me feel so stupid.. muhahhaha!!!
Anyways i hope that everyone is as happy as me and that my ia will finish without a glitch. and hopefully i can graduate soon with no more glitches too lolz....
Oh well... one step at a time i guess.. its still too early to fly. :)