Just some feelings
Woke up feeling not so well.... Watched the wonderful movie patch adams again. its like the 10th time or so i watch it but still it never fails to jerk a tear from the corner of my eye. the feeling i get is overwhelming. hmmm... Overwhelming the feeling i have been getting recently. Recently i feel i have been rather easily overwhelmed. Maybe it because of the limitations of my vocabulary. I was once told that my england suxs big time and that i have extremely terrible vocab and sentence structures. And me being the average and normal student knowing how stupid i am never doubted that person's or those peoples' comments on my england.
Hunter Patch Adams in the show is so touching and heart felt, the non conformist( i dunnoe if got such a word). The scene at the mental hospital is the most memorable and has last such a lasting impression in my life that i truly leave by . It was when the genius self admitted inventor asked patch how many fingers he see. and the answer most ppl would give is 4. but the real answer is 8 or more. The bottom line is that when u focus on the problem, it usually blinds u from the solution. U have got to look beyond the problem and that is where u would find the solution. Seeing things the way ppl chose not to see. doing things the way other ppl would never think of.... being the special one and having the courage to walk a path that is less travel.
Here i am going on towards graduation(i hope) and i did take the path less travelled not in a good way. So in Singapore i am not the smart one cos i screwed up. my goals and focus on life is wrong(what most ppl will say). but deep down inside i always wondered. how does patch get into a medical school in the first place. In singapore if u self admitted into Wood bridge i am pretty sure u can go to medical school after that. Since young i was taught to conform... as hard as i fight it and trust me i did fight it almost literally. But now i realise that the only way for me to survive is to get that paper, being in this paper rush society.
After having so many stupids in this blog, Mind u i dun think i am stupid and i am pretty i am smarter then most muhahhaha. I am just being humble... but then being too humble is booastfu.. hmmm... weird. One things is for sure, I AM LAZY. This is the common problem for most teens and adults or human beings isnt it? I lazed thru 20 years of my life and started to get slighty more hardworking and less procastinating i guess. then again most of friends would say i am a slacker i guess. lazy to the core is what my parents say i am. I have no idea i passed my exams so far. Luck and a pince of blessings i guess. The movie truly triggers alot of thoughts in me. Every time i watch it i get something new out of it. I find it so inspiring so real....
After every movie i watch i dunnoe about u but i bring something out of it. be it the furnies or the little logics. often enuf i enjoy the plot twist and all that jazz.. but i truely love the logics and the meanings between the lines. I love the way the script writer can do the line. the way words are being used, the politically correct ways of putting things. the way ppl talk to show the characteristics of the character they are playing. Actors play a very important part too of cos. But ultimately i carry all these with me and use them when the need comes along. I find it fun and extremely entertaining. At least my darling finds me entertaining enough hahha.....
I hope that she never spents a sad or boring day as long as i am with her.
but recently i realised i have not been reading the papers. i was browsing thru and i realised that so near to home there are many twisted things going on.... like guy stabbing his agressor and teen kill girl in car accident. I thought singapore was getting safer.. damn! Is this the retro phrase again? Crime is going retro on us again... Retro is the new in thing. Before u know it , staring incidents, bengz fights and all that jazz would be the in thing agian. muhahahaha... seriously, yesterday's home page was abit disturbing if u asked me.
Ar well Just some nonsensical thought coming out of my brain ....
Hunter Patch Adams in the show is so touching and heart felt, the non conformist( i dunnoe if got such a word). The scene at the mental hospital is the most memorable and has last such a lasting impression in my life that i truly leave by . It was when the genius self admitted inventor asked patch how many fingers he see. and the answer most ppl would give is 4. but the real answer is 8 or more. The bottom line is that when u focus on the problem, it usually blinds u from the solution. U have got to look beyond the problem and that is where u would find the solution. Seeing things the way ppl chose not to see. doing things the way other ppl would never think of.... being the special one and having the courage to walk a path that is less travel.
Here i am going on towards graduation(i hope) and i did take the path less travelled not in a good way. So in Singapore i am not the smart one cos i screwed up. my goals and focus on life is wrong(what most ppl will say). but deep down inside i always wondered. how does patch get into a medical school in the first place. In singapore if u self admitted into Wood bridge i am pretty sure u can go to medical school after that. Since young i was taught to conform... as hard as i fight it and trust me i did fight it almost literally. But now i realise that the only way for me to survive is to get that paper, being in this paper rush society.
After having so many stupids in this blog, Mind u i dun think i am stupid and i am pretty i am smarter then most muhahhaha. I am just being humble... but then being too humble is booastfu.. hmmm... weird. One things is for sure, I AM LAZY. This is the common problem for most teens and adults or human beings isnt it? I lazed thru 20 years of my life and started to get slighty more hardworking and less procastinating i guess. then again most of friends would say i am a slacker i guess. lazy to the core is what my parents say i am. I have no idea i passed my exams so far. Luck and a pince of blessings i guess. The movie truly triggers alot of thoughts in me. Every time i watch it i get something new out of it. I find it so inspiring so real....
After every movie i watch i dunnoe about u but i bring something out of it. be it the furnies or the little logics. often enuf i enjoy the plot twist and all that jazz.. but i truely love the logics and the meanings between the lines. I love the way the script writer can do the line. the way words are being used, the politically correct ways of putting things. the way ppl talk to show the characteristics of the character they are playing. Actors play a very important part too of cos. But ultimately i carry all these with me and use them when the need comes along. I find it fun and extremely entertaining. At least my darling finds me entertaining enough hahha.....
I hope that she never spents a sad or boring day as long as i am with her.
but recently i realised i have not been reading the papers. i was browsing thru and i realised that so near to home there are many twisted things going on.... like guy stabbing his agressor and teen kill girl in car accident. I thought singapore was getting safer.. damn! Is this the retro phrase again? Crime is going retro on us again... Retro is the new in thing. Before u know it , staring incidents, bengz fights and all that jazz would be the in thing agian. muhahahaha... seriously, yesterday's home page was abit disturbing if u asked me.
Ar well Just some nonsensical thought coming out of my brain ....
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