Worrying
Its happening to me now.. my younger sister is growing up faster then i can imagine. doing things that i have been doing. When i was doing it i found it perfectly fine. But when i realised that my younger sister is doing it i found it very wrong... for fear that she would go down the wrong path and do the wrong thing. But then again for fear of being the bossy and idiotic brother, I decided to worry in silence. It got me wondering .. was that how my parents were feeling when they found out that i had a girlfriend, was smoking and drinking underaged and doing all that nonsense? Were they just acting blur just like what i am doing now?
I was reading my sister's blog that day and realised that she was drinking.. at that age i mean i was doing the same thing but then to me ... i felt it was kinda wrong. but since i am guilty of the same crime too i decided to just stfu and watch from afar.....
I guess at a certain point or another it is fun to have a younger sibling to see and watch the entire process of growing up and also worrying for them... its like a preview of having a child the diff being i dun have to pay for her everything... muahha...
It dawned upon me that sooner of later it will be my turn to worry and to toss and turn in bed waiting for my child to come home safely.
Worrying for someone u love is part and parcel of life i guess(If u have a hint of feelings in u). Its just how u handle it that is different i guess. for me i chose to watch and wait... so as to allow my little sister to go through the school of hard knocks without and interference as when u fall on ur own, that is when u will truly learn the lesson. Its very similar to bicycle riding... u cannot teach a person to ride a bicycle by talking to them, u must let them go on the bicycle, try to balance and fall. throught this falling they will feel the pain, get up and go on with riding again. this skill would be something u will never forget.
Oh wth! I think everyone will pick up some bad in their life as life is not all good. as long as its not the evils i think that it would be fine... Street smarts always would win the book smarts i guess. So fingers crossed, i hope my sis picks up the right smarts ... muahhaha.... Cheers.
I was reading my sister's blog that day and realised that she was drinking.. at that age i mean i was doing the same thing but then to me ... i felt it was kinda wrong. but since i am guilty of the same crime too i decided to just stfu and watch from afar.....
I guess at a certain point or another it is fun to have a younger sibling to see and watch the entire process of growing up and also worrying for them... its like a preview of having a child the diff being i dun have to pay for her everything... muahha...
It dawned upon me that sooner of later it will be my turn to worry and to toss and turn in bed waiting for my child to come home safely.
Worrying for someone u love is part and parcel of life i guess(If u have a hint of feelings in u). Its just how u handle it that is different i guess. for me i chose to watch and wait... so as to allow my little sister to go through the school of hard knocks without and interference as when u fall on ur own, that is when u will truly learn the lesson. Its very similar to bicycle riding... u cannot teach a person to ride a bicycle by talking to them, u must let them go on the bicycle, try to balance and fall. throught this falling they will feel the pain, get up and go on with riding again. this skill would be something u will never forget.
Oh wth! I think everyone will pick up some bad in their life as life is not all good. as long as its not the evils i think that it would be fine... Street smarts always would win the book smarts i guess. So fingers crossed, i hope my sis picks up the right smarts ... muahhaha.... Cheers.
posted by Muas at 10:30 AM
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